I am officially a freakin' a-hole/douche bag. ;/

Karina Taylor

You know, I have only ever had one friend that I could tell anything and everything without thinking twice.
No secrets.
No worries.
No insecurities.

She's been gone for a while, and it's times like these that I wish she never just disappeared. She didn't call; she didn't email. She's just been gone for several years now.
Every time I think about her, I cry.
I wish she'd find me again.
I wish I'd get one of those short, random, ridiculous emails with the silly MSN emoticons from her like it's no big deal that she's been out of my life for a few years. It's just matter of fact, you know.

I don't know if she realized how much I loved her... how much I still do.
[It's the same if you were wondering, Karina. <3]
I could really go for a talk with you right now.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.

I know I don't have the faith I used to, but God, if she's still around, send her my way please. I don't often say I need something, but it sure feels like I need this. I'm dying.

You got too close.
You really did it this time. ;/
Way to go, jackass.

Fair to Say...

... that I am exhausted.