I've had two very long days.
I am stretched very thin in many ways.
I cannot take calls, and I cannot take money.
I cannot take extra work because life is just too hectic.
Tonight wasn't so bad - downtown L.A. for the second night in a row.
I shared my lessons learned and my experiences past.
I think it brought a lot back.
I'm not sure if I am tired or simply just mellow yellow.
I've been on autopilot for the past few weeks...
18 hour days are just mighty nuts.

I missed you tonight while I was walking down these crappy streets, dark and empty.
What a sad story mine is, today.
This chapter is not so hot, but I suppose those reading might follow along if they're rooting for me.
Hopefully I'm one of those lovable characters like Ted from There's Something About Mary.
He was a pretty swell guy still thinking about Mary when he thought she was a whale of a tale.
I have some great things to smile about for sure, but I've buried them with current preoccupations that I know will only be temporary.
I'm not really sure if that's a good thing, but I am sure, as of late, that I should probably go and talk to someone about some things.
I'm pretty exhausted, and I have to be up in about 5 hours for another nutso long day, so I guess I'll get back to you...

Goodnight.