Tuesday, December 28, 2010

In the fallout now
It's hard to feel like we can turn around
With the damage done
It's hard to see how far we've come
We could not be proud
Of where our feet have walked along the ground
In the silence now
We play it back and forwards again

There's a sound in our guiltiness
It's a warning bell that rings
It's a call for our lonliness
And we can't see

We roll the dice we play like fools
We plead with time to change the rules
Its like a hurricane is coming our way
We've all been warned but we still chose to stay

I can't believe it now the time has come

Play the victim here
You know it's nothing but your pride and fear
But the more you hurt
The more you love the one you were

There's a sound in our guiltiness
It's a warning bell that rings
It's a call for our lonliness
And we can't see

We roll the dice we play like fools
We plead with time to change the rules
Its like a hurricane is coming our way
We've all been warned but we still chose to stay

I can't believe it now the time has come

In the light of the mourning
Can we change what we felt and heard?
Can we turn it into the glory?
Break the paths of our fathers before us
Though we stand on the outside
We will find what we once believed
And will crawl our way to the clear skies
Standing up we are
Standing up we are

We roll the dice we play like fools
We plead with time to change the rules
Its like a hurricane is coming our way
We've all been warned but we still chose to stay

I can't believe it now the time has come

Art and Crafts
Super speeder!

Monday, December 27, 2010

My Little Buddy

Kade-O
I have never been so actively involved in preparing myself mentally to build a family of my own. Talk and even disagreement on child rearing and the like, it all just runs away in the dark of a very dark night.
It really breaks my heart to no end.
This most beautiful thing breaks me almost like God only ever has.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

It's not the long walk home that will change this heart, but the welcome I receive with every start.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Ashley, I still smile when I think of you, all things considered.
I laugh at myself, and just everything that comes along with you.
I literally sit here and chuckle or just get this huge grin on my face.
I couldn't hate you or despise you if I tried, and I'm glad for that.
I was just thinking out loud here.
I think the theme here needs to change, or the maybe we'll change the channel altogether.

I still laugh when I see this negative lying around in my desk drawer, the way the bit of film was totally ruined other than you. I don't know what to say about it now.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

How selfish...
I am sorry.