The shame is not mine.

I remember when I booked this job for tonight some months ago. I was stoked; you were stoked. I even got a big ol' "Yay! Baby!!"

I had already determined that the money I made was going to fund one of my summer trips to Douglasville... still thinking about spending a few weeks with you during the month of August when I had time off. I'd have already seen you again by now, staying with your parents like we had talked about...

I'm all over the place...

I'll see you around though...

Love people.
Love people...

I had a very rough fight with wisdom today... I'm pinned; I'm disabled, and I want to get back up and fight some more. I do hope though, that he keeps his weight upon me for my own sake... for another's as well.
Keep me down.

His and Hers

Word for the Day

LEVEL:

adj.

4. steady: steady, consistent, or unchanging
maintaining a level pressure

5. calm: showing calmness and self-control
keep a level head

6. unwavering: not blinking or looking away, and showing penetrating or determined calm
a level gaze

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verb

1. transitive verb flatten something evenly: to make something even, flat, and horizontal
We spent days leveling the ground before we could start building.

3. transitive verb demolish and flatten something: to completely destroy a building, place, or area and leave it flattened
The village had been leveled by the hurricane.

8. intransitive verb be honest with somebody: to speak frankly and honestly to somebody ( informal )
I'd better level with you right now - I'm leaving the company and going it alone.

I love the plurality of this one, today especially.

"If people knew how hard I worked to get my mastery, it wouldn't seem so wonderful after all."
- Michelangelo