Not only do I miss you.
Not only do I miss your gorgeous little ones.
I miss the man I was, the man I had become.
He seems to be all but entirely absent today..

hefoundmee (10:57:18 AM): I prayed and I'm feeling better. Like I remember how I felt when I first accepted Jesus, you know?
hefoundmee (10:58:09 AM): I know I'm gonna get knocked down a bunch of times, but I can turn to God when I need to be picked up again.
hefoundmee (11:00:06 AM): Its tough.
hefoundmee (11:00:11 AM): But I'm doing it.
hefoundmee (11:00:26 AM): Kaitlyn just said, "Don't stop, don't give up."
hefoundmee (11:01:30 AM): She keeps walking up to the fridge and saying, "I had soo much fun at Church, Momma."
hefoundmee (11:01:44 AM): Thats where her picture from church is hanging.


I don't know how I'm to keep from having my heart broken when I read these things...